Just a short one, but I thought it was important to write down for some reason. Whenever I have a one track mind and I’m not thinking of everything at once, and when the paranoia has left the room, I feel an overwhelming sense of relief. It’s like I’ve just taken some sort of incredibly strong painkiller and I smile, blissful.
It’s the pain that’s gone and I’m so relieved I feel well. The night before last I didn’t have a nightmare and I felt so wonderful in the morning. I can’t wait until I feel like this all the time.